so. on monday was adam's 21st birthday!! HES A BIG BOY NOW!! haha. yes, so he is now legal everywhere! hurray! people showed up at bugsys to celebrate. good stuff..although i was kinda out of it because of my cold and my cold pills. on tuesday koop, me, mel, ormel boys, steph, james, adam and dan all went and saw v for vendetta. (yes it was so good i saw it again!!) and then we went to timmies and minus mel and matt who left after that, played a sweeeet game that i now love at koopmans. i babysat all wednesday , then me mel and steph went and played the game again wiht james and koop before going to bugsys after the guys' band practise. on thuursday…..i watched harry potter 2 with koop mike and kim. i have now seen the first 3..i think there's only one other one made so far. so ive gotta see that one too! anywyas. then on friday i babysat again, and joelle and me hung out. got some ben&jerry's 'half baked' ice cream and 2 spoons and ate it in the port dalhousie parking lot.which was funny becasue to the right of us, a few spaces down was a car with people drinking in it and a car wiht 2 chicks parked right next to us and they were trying to smoke a pipe but it they couldnt figure out how to light it. it was pretty funny. but neither of us were feeling great so we went home early and i went to bed at 1030. on saturday i discovered where all my laundry went and put a dent into the ironing pile. then andrew picked me up for supper at swiss chalet wiht some of his (and adams) friends and their girlfriends, who where total sweethearts and so nice to me. and we watched dave and suzanne's hockey game (2 of the friends) and it was reall;y funny cus its a coed team of people who cant skate very well. heehee. and we sat in tim hortans for what ended up to be a very long time. the only complaint i have is i had a stomache ache the whole time and this morning woke up wiht suuuuuch a sore stomache that i stayed home from the first church service. tonight young peoples is at juliannes which is great cus i totally miss her cus i havent seen her really since the strike started.

so the strike is finally over and school is supposed to start again on tuesday. halleluiah!! they might not even extend the school year! theyre trying to figure that out still though. i think itll depend on your program.

tomorrow is not a day i am looking forward to at all. im off to london for the treatment that my white count was way too low for last time. sure, i feel way more ready for it and i should be home on wednesday but im just worried that im going to get totally sick again and that it wont go down the way it should and ill have to stay there longer than im expecting. cus nthing sucks more than that! and my drink of choice this time is apple cider! cus i can drink a whole lot of that stuff cus it is so delicious!! so lets hope by then my stomache ache is gone!

love you all, please send me some prayers for while im in the hospital. oo and if you have a cell phone feel free to text me a message cus i sneak it in wiht me! shhhhh…….9059410631

love u love me! bye

yup. so on friday i went out wiht petey, koop, dave vm, dave kratz and mike. it was great times. i love hanging out wiht all guys!! im treated like a queen!! we bowled, and i almost didnt lose!! petey ended up beating me by one lousy point! and on saturday i went out with this dude andrew. we had a fabulous time. saw v for vendetta which was a great movie! and we ended up sitting next to dave vlaardingerbroek, dave breukleman, chris stryker…justin janson…etc. and i also saw jay and sharron vis, jess vuyk, britney..something..and some other people. it was nuts! so yes.

now i have sucha bad cold. its awful. i feel like a zombie!

tomorrow is adam’s 21st birthday! aww my little older brother is getting soo old!! what a cutie. hahaha. and ladies…hes single!!! lol. bunches of people are going to go to bugsys and celebrate INCLUDING ME!! it should be a fun time!! yaaaay!!

right now my muir grandparents are over, for his and moms’ birthday. good times. i cant wait to give him his birthday present tomorrow night. hurray!!

do you know how slow it is reading old english wiht big words that you dont know what they mean? im reading a big george eliot book that i bought and its slow reading. oh well, gotta love a classic.

loving you loving me! im sure.

XOXOXXO

ok. i officially feel terrible for guys. how on earth are guys supposed to figure out women if we cant even figure out ourselves!! personally im sick of all the drama that goes on between girls. its ridiculous. and irritating. SHIT MAN!

Every time you meet a situation, though you think at the time it is an impossibility and you go through the tortures of the damned, once you have met it and lived through it, you find that forever after you are freer than you were before.
–Eleanor Roosevelt

 yeah im one of those people obsessed with knowledgable, interesting quotes and whatnot from people like eleanor roosevelt. deal with it.     and this quote, what she says here is 100% true. i know cus you could say ive been “through the tortures of the damned” with everything i have and stuff and you really do get a feeling of being freer and closer to God. altho with that because of everything im at the same time bound to this crappy place when id rather go live in spain or something!!

ah yes. my wish came true. i have some extra time off, the teachers have gone on strike! i wonder how long it will last…? hopefully not over a week, i dont want them to extend the school year.

im in a fantabulous mood. wanta know why? well it could be because one of adam’s friends that i dont really know thought i was older than adam. hahaa. aaaaaaaaand me steph and mel went out to cafe amore last night. yummy garlic bread and…chocolate fudge cake? yuuuum. satisfied all my cravings in one go! plus throw in some great girl talk. ooo steph got me and mel presents from holland! we both got funny hamburger-pillows and i got a pink winter hat, pink that says amsterdam all over it and mel got a tote bag that says amsterdam. goooood sweet stuff steph! love ya!

i got to finish writing an essay on the challenges in bolivia. yup. crazy bolivia and their weirdo presidents.

so i was sick for the entire reading week. i didnt get out of the house until saturday and i still wasnt feeling great. oh, did i mention that i am taking meds for strept throat too? im skipping social psyc. to work on my sports page cus its due tomorrow but im not sure if there will be school tomorrow cus the teachers might strike. but ya, wont know that till the morning.

im so sick of school and stuff that ive been re-planning what i want to do. i was GONNA keep going after this journalism program and take the 1 year post-graduate public relations program. screw that. i want to do missions and write about them. thats my new goal, cooool!!
thats all i got to say.
bye.